* Tis the Season *

Our family began a new tradition this year.  We began doing an Advent Bible study that is four weeks long and keeps the meaning of Christmas in true perspective.

We have a word of the week such as; Hope, Love, Joy and Peace.  All which are gifts given to us by Jesus.  Each day we do a different Bible verse and a fun family activity for the week.  It has been a true pleasure sharing this with the kids and making sure that they know Christmas isn't just lights, presents, treats and candy canes.  

In the true spirit of Christmas however, we have had so much fun these past weeks doing things like; making peppermint bark, baking shape cookies and decorating them, having a Christmas party at the park with our friends while we also decorated cookies and made Christmas crafts, visits to the Santa who stops at our "Star" on our street bringing canned goods to needy families, checking out the light show down the street for the 100th time, drinking hot chocolate at home while watching Polar Express, watching Christmas movies almost daily, going to DISNEYLAND while it's all decked out for Christmas and making a ton of crafts here at home.  It is so much fun to share these moments with my kids and hopefully creating in them cherished memories they may pass down to their Children.  Below are a few pictures of what the last two weeks have looked like.

Merry Christmas 2012 from our family to yours and may God's Hope, Love, Joy and Peace reign supreme in your lives!!

XOXOXO

The Ortiz Family 

* 4th Annual Thankful Breakfast *

I may not be brave enough to host Thanksgiving dinner at my house yet, nor do I have the space to do what I would like if I did host.  However, I have a small tradition of having the entire family over (mine/his) for breakfast.  I call it my "Thankful Breakfast" original right? 

This was our 4th annual breakfast together and everything went as planned except my aunt and cousins couldn't make it.  They were taking a trip to New Jersey to visit a friend who graduated from the Coast Guard.

I enjoyed making the appetizers and breakfast items and found that making bacon in the oven is not only so much cleaner but it comes out so nice and crispy.  Who knew?

Items on the menu were;  Fritata, bacon, black beans, french bread and for appetizers I had;  stuffed mushrooms, leaf cookies with maple filling, pumpkin muffins and deviled eggs.  I also ordered some custom made candied apples that were also quite delicious.  

I also made some delicious warm cider and tried my hand at making a Beer Cocktail that didn't quite turn out as delicious as it sounded.   

Regardless I think everything turned out yummy and we enjoyed it all together as a family.  I don't know exactly how much everyone appreciates what I do each year but I truly enjoy it.  

Fall is my favorite time of the year and I love being around family.

Now my home does not smell of Ginger Pumpkin anymore it is time for Spruce in the Snow.  Everything is already up for Christmas.

It's the most wonderful time of the year.........

* Is it Fall or what? *

It finally felt like fall (for 3 days).  It was perfect while it lasted and it so happened to be our 8 year Wedding Anniversary.

Carlos and I headed up to Julian for 3 days and stayed at the cutest Bed and Breakfast Lodge called Orchard Hill.  It was such a lovely place and being there next to the forest with the gorgeous fall weather was just the icing on the cake for us.  The place is tucked away in the mountains close enough to walk into the small town of Julian.

Everyone there made us feel so welcomed and they even surprised us with a sweet anniversary dessert that had candles on it.  Guess what it was? BREAD PUDDING! Oh YES!  I was in bread pudding heaven the whole time we stayed there.

In the afternoon we had a chance to enjoy the outdoors and have a few appetizers and wine.  We chose a cute hammock tucked away next to a small pond to relax and it was perfection.

One of the day's we were there I even talked Carlos into having tea with me in a cute little Tea Cottage.  All the ladies who were there said he was a true gentleman for joining me and I couldn't agree more.  Here is a picture of the Tea House we visited while in Julian.

We had such a wonderful time enjoying nature and walking around and enjoying each other with NO KIDS! That makes a huge difference and although we missed them for those three days we truly had a wonderful time alone. 

Here we are enjoying a nice cup of coffee in the morning before breakfast next to the fire place!  Can you say Heaven?

We loved the Fall weather that we had and even got a little bit of rain on one day but now we are back at home and the fall weather has disappeared on us.  I hope it comes back quickly because we are all ready for it.

* 3 *

It is said that your Golden Birthday is the one that you turn your birth date number.  Samara just turned 3 on the 3rd so I guess that was her Golden Birthday.

I would say she had a great one.  We had her "Mulan" themed birthday party on Saturday at my mom's.  I think it was a hit.  Here she is with her Mulan birthday cake.

We had a pink castle Jumper and decorated the whole patio area with Chinese characters that spelled "Happy Birthday" and cherry blossom flowers.

I put a lot of work into making a lot of the decorations due to Mulan not being such a popular princess.  I did enjoy it however for next year I may not do Birthday parties.  Here are a few reasons why:

1.  BOTH of my kids have birthdays that fall during HOT Months.
2.  Parties can be expensive even though I am very creative in making a lot of things and not over doing it on favors and such.
3.  They can be a lot of work planning, decorating and cleaning.

I say this now but I think parties are over!  Samuel would like to visit Lego Land for his 6th birthday next year.  I may do one small one for Samara since Samuel has had parties for 5 years now.

Until next year, I'm party free for a while.

* one week down....*

I survived the first week of school! How ridiculous must I sound?  It should be "Samuel survived the first week of school."  Truth of the matter is that it was much harder on me than him.

Exhibit A:  The night before the first day of school, I tossed and turned and didn't sleep as if I was the one going in for the first time.  Samuel slept like a baby and was calm.

The actual first day of school Samuel got up and dressed and was happy and exited.  I spent the whole morning feeling shaky, nauseous and nervous.

During drop off time Samuel entered his classroom with such curiosity and joy.  I entered and felt like I was going to have a panic attack.

We said goodbye and Samuel smiled and said "See you later mommy."  I smiled but walked out the door and cried my eyes out.

I never thought these emotions would come but I understand a mother's love so much more now.

It's been a great week, we are a little tired but over all everyone is adjusting quite well.  Samuel likes his teacher and his school and well I love that tomorrow is a "Stay home day" like Samuel would say.

Here he is on his first day of Kindergarten. 

I can not believe that my little boy is now my big boy.  I am so proud to be his mommy!

* First day's *

Today was Samuel's first time meeting his Kindergarten teacher and his first time seeing his classroom.

I realize that this year is filled with plenty of Firsts for our entire family.  The fact that Samuel starts Kindergarten in seven days indicates a huge life change for our entire family.  Here is why;

1.  We all are going to transition into a school routine and projects that need to be completed at home.

2.  Samuel's school schedule is different every day and that will take adjusting to lunch and nap routines not only for him but for Samara since we need to pick him up from school.

3.  Carlos and I are going back to school also.  I know that this is just the beginning of homework and research that will be done as a family. 

4.  Samuel isn't the only one who will be making new friends, most likely I will too.  Perhaps with other parents who are involved and share common interests with me.

I have anticipated this moment for a long time and now that it is almost here I find myself being a bit nervous.

I know that it is a normal thing for Mom's to go through and each day that get's closer to school starting I get more and more excited for him.  The smile on his face when he talks about school is priceless.

Everything is worth it just to see that!

* Mulan Madness *

Samara has been obsessed with watching the Mulan movie since last year.  She mentioned to me(last year)that she would like to have a Mulan themed birthday party.  (I for sure thought she would change her mind).

NOPE! Her birthday is 3 weeks away and the Mulan madness has begun.  It's very difficult finding things in a movie theme let alone a movie that came out in the 1990's!! Anyway we have been lucky and have found a few things here and there but mainly I am making everything for her party from scratch.  The other day I watched a tutorial on how to make Mushu and it came out okay, I think I will make it my "please recycle" sign! ha ha

First checked items on the list include:  two big birthday banners that says Happy Birthday written in Chinese Characters.  Two giant cherry blossom tree's that the kids and I made together so they are cute and totally child like.  I have purchased all the decorations mainly Chinese decor such as Chinese lanterns and paper umbrellas.  I also ordered take out boxes so that I can make those the "goodie bags".

The cake will be a Mulan cake that my mom is working on and I don't doubt she will do a great job.  We are also going to do a craft with the kids making their own Cherry Blossom Tree's.

I need to start working on centerpieces this week, they will be small vases (home made) filled with Cherry blossom flowers.  I'm super excited and can't wait until her 3rd birthday party.

We even have a friend who is willing to be our "Mulan" for the party if I can find a costume to borrow or rent at a decent price.  I looked into purchasing one and they are over $175 dollars for an adult Mulan costume, that is craziness!!

I love throwing parties and being creative so that the parties don't end up costing a million dollars, I know some people get carried away but I like to stick to my budget and still make it cute and memorable.

I love hearing Samara sing "Who is that girl I see, staring right back at me?" ha ha It's super cute and she love loves Mulan.

Oh and I'm super thrilled because I got her Mulan 2 and a cute vanity for her birthday.  

Thank goodness the Mulan Madness is all fun stuff! 

* Snail Mail *

There is something about school supplies that I love.  I don't know exactly what it is but I love the smell of paper, fresh paper and books period.  I'm just a nerd I should just admit. 

Anyway, I've always had a love of pens and notepads too and ever since I could remember I would play "office" writing all sorts of notes etc.  I'm still a list maker and I still love to write on anything from sticky pads to cute stationary.

Just recently I decided that I missed receiving and writing letters.  I love e-mail, facebook and texting don't get me wrong it's a quick way to get information to someone and communicate.  However there is something special about a handwritten note from a friend and even better from that special someone.

I love getting letters and it's been a while so I decided to put it out there.  (Well on facebook) that I would love to have a pen pal.  I had several responses and since then I have received 3 letters.  One from a friend who lives in Australia, one from my best friend Tiffany who is all the way in Ontario (wink wink) and one from my cousin Jose who lives in Texas.  Not a bad way to get started on having pen pals.

Now it's a matter of making the time to write them back and enjoy the exchange of letters via snail mail.  My all time favorite type of letter is a Love letter though.  It's the most romantic thing a guy can do for a girl and the best part is that you can read the letter over and over and it's something you can keep for a long time.  I miss those the most!

I'm off to write my pen pals back.  Yay!

* Sorting, Selling & Saving *

There is a group that I belong to on Facebook called "Kiddie Corner".  It's basically a place to sell things that your kids have out grown and a place to find things your kids may want at a fraction of the cost.  Most of the stuff is gently used and the price is usually negotiable.

I have listed several things that my kids have out grown and have been able to sell pretty much everything. It's been a few bucks here and there but has been an easy and fun way to make some extra cash. I would rather donate the stuff to someone I know who will need it but If I don't have anyone in mind making a few bucks to get rid of clutter is my kind of thing.   

I also decided that since I'm mainly selling the kids stuff that I would use that money to "upgrade" their room.  I gave away Samuel's baby Jungle theme room decor to a friend from Church and the room looked pretty bare.

So far I have gotten;  a gorgeous desk, laundry basket, wall hanging and plastic bookcase w/toy box storage for the play room.  Not bad!  Even our Kinect for XBOX broke and I was able to purchase one off Kiddie Corner for about $50.  That beats the $80 fee from Microsoft to fix ours.    

Anyway I am excited because the next thing on my list is new bedding for both of the kids beds.  I have a few sales pending and hoping to be able to get them their new bedding before the actual cold months begin.

It's the little things that make me happy.  Sorting and saving though that's my kind of thing.

 

* Growing Pains (mom's even get them) *

YIKES!  This is the word that keeps popping into my head pretty much every day now.  Yesterday my handsome boy turned 5!  FIVE!!  He is turning out to be the sweetest, funniest, smartest little man and I could not be any more proud. 

This weekend we had the Star Wars extravaganza party for him.  We decided to head to the splash pad to keep cool and let the kids have fun in the water and apparently everyone else in all creation had the same idea because it was PACKED!  Regardless of that, Sam had a great time with family and a few friends.  Here is a picture of him enjoying some of the yummy Storm Trooper cake made by none other than my mom. 
(A.K.A Healthy cake entreprenuer)

I am now starting to feel a little bit of the anxiety people talk about when their kids start school.  Tomorrow will be the first day of August and exactly 26 days from then Samuel will become a Kindergarten student! 

I had a taste of dropping off and missing my boy yesterday.  I took him to a local Church hosting a VBS for the week.  I had been looking forward to him attending and enjoying learning about Jesus while having fun, he was also looking forward to it.  The first day was on his actual birthday and so I took him.  He immediately was asked to join the worship team and vanished before my eyes into the building ready to have fun, worship and whatever else.  I didn't get to say goodbye!  I felt a small lump begin in my throat and I just kept calm and acted like I was okay but I really inside was going to have a mini stroke! 

I missed him the second he went into the building and I knew he would have fun and be safe most importantly but I literally felt like a piece of me was ripped off. 

I think only a mom would understand that horrendous feeling.  I just prayed and asked God to give me peace and to help Samuel enjoy VBS and have fun.  When I picked him up at 8:30!!!! (Longest 3 hours of my life) he was so excited and of course wound up and full of smiles.  I knew he had a great time but I kept thinking about when he starts school.

What am I going to do without my boy?  even Samara who tends to not be so nice to her brother was missing him and kept asking me if it was 8:30pm yet.  I looked at her and said "Girl, we need to get used to missing him because pretty soon he will be at school."  ahhhh.....okay I know millions of mom's survive the first day of Kindergarten, but seriously what mom's DON'T Cry on the first day?  I will be ready tissues in the car and hoping to get lot's of hugs from hubby.  (he doesn't get it sometimes).

As I was talking to my mom about how I felt she said that we as mom's grow with our kids.  It made me think about how painful it was to leave my baby, my boy, my treasure.  It made me realize that mom's get growing pains too.

I hope this summer lasts forever..................

* On the no Sleep System *

I think since I became pregnant with Samuel I have had sleep issues.  I know that while pregnant with him, I would wake up a lot and I thought it was practice for when the baby arrived and all the sleepless nights.

Although I don't have interrupted sleep (usually) anymore for diaper changes and feedings, I still miss a good sleep.

There are days when I am running on maybe four hours of sleep.  Day's like today when the wee hours of the night creep up on me and I am still awake, still thinking, still working and making mental lists of all the million things I need to do the next day.

Fast forward to tomorrow and it will look like this;  I will be woken up no later than 6 am 6:30 am if I am really lucky.  I will lay in bed beg the kids to read books until at least 7 am but not fall back asleep due to someone needing help in the potty or someone singing the Star Wars theme song very loudly for all of America to hear.

I then will slowly get up and pick up my devotional meanwhile background sound effects and crazy noises will ring from the kids bedroom.  I will read and attempt to retain the verse for the day and ponder the devotion message and then let Sam know it's time to take down the gate.  (This is a job he likes to have in the morning and it's a baby gate so that while I am attempting to lay in bed half dead the kid's don't go into the living room or kitchen and therefore get tempted into doing things they aren't supposed to do.)  Anyway, after the ritual of "taking the gate down" happens I will sit on the couch with the kids and hug them good morning.

At this time one or BOTH Of them will announce that they are starving even if it is only 7 am.  I will make breakfast and make my instant coffee and then begin to feel a live.  (Just a little bit)

"How I miss sleep" is what I think each morning and then daydream of the day when my kids will be in bed at 8 am and I will be the one having to rouse them.

The kids get to make it all up and take their naps during the day and well I just don't get that privilege because that means I can get other work done.  Sometimes though I take a nap with them on a very rare occasion if I'm sick or super tired when my once a month situation visits me.

I have a great husband though because on the weekends I get to wake up at 7:45 am sometimes even 8am! That's sleeping in for me these days.

Until next time I should try to catch some zzzzzzzzz

* June Birthday's *

This month for our family is filled with Birthdays on BOTH Sides of the family.  June starts off with Marco and ends with Jasmine and my friends' son Justin.  Everyone in between is well pretty much everyone in our family!

Today is my mom's birthday as well as my father in-law's birthday.  They share a birthday but that is pretty much the only thing they have in common.

I got in a Tea mood again and decided to do a mini tea party for my mom.  The guests were; my aunt Lili, Jessica, Samuel, Samara and of course me!   It turned out very well and let's face it Tea Parties are my thing because there is no "real" cooking involved.  Below is a picture of our spread. 

I think my mom was quite pleased with the yummy food and the one thing I did have to bake "Scones".  Everyone had a lovely time and I enjoyed sipping a nice hot cup of freshly brewed Chai Tea.  The real stuff!

Here is a picture of us this afternoon looking quite full I might add after having our Tea Brunch.

I realized that I love to entertain and even though I may not have a home large enough to house the large parties I would like to have, I do the best I can and keep it cozy. 

I have a few things up my sleeve for Father's Day this Sunday but after that I can focus on the next big party I am doing.  It is a Star Wars theme party for....you guessed it SAMMY!  My little boy will be turning 5 in July and it's all too exciting and emotional all at once.

I am thankful for these memories and hope full that they mean as much to other's as they do to me.  Until next time....

* Let Go, Let God *

I've heard people say "The minute you think that you are in control you are in trouble."  I know what this means.  It means that you need to check in and make sure that your still submitting everything unto the Lord and that we are not in control of our lives but really God is.

CONTROL:  The power to influence or direct people's behavior or the course of events

That is the basic definition.  It defines a little part of me.  I know I'm a control freak and in no way do I think it is terribly bad.  I realize that at this point in my life as I mature, and grow in my walk and relationship with God things are getting a bit more clear in this matter for me.  I know that having "POWER TO INFLUENCE" is great the question is What kind of influence?

I don't want to be the bossy mean lady barking things left and right at people/family in order to get things done according to my standards.  I want to learn to be more of an inspirational leader who sees the unique gifts and talents of individuals and helps them to grow and then influence them and direct them towards GOD!

Anyway, I'm learning to give up being controlling in a bad way and instead learn the power of influence. 

As I write this I am thinking specifically about a new job endeavor I have.  I'm an independent contractor for a Christian Painter named Ron, I am in charge of securing speaking engagements for him and organizing his calendar.  This was an entirely new position created within this ministry for someone like me I believe.  Someone who likes to be in control work at their own pace and get things done. 

However, because it is a brand new position I have been relying on certain things to get completed by the CEO of the company for me to actually get started and do my job.  That has been frustrating for me but I am hopeful that once we get all the edges smoothed out and forms completed etc. etc that I will be on my way and will be able to help this ministry.

I need to Let go and Let God.  Getting frustrated isn't going to give me the right attitude towards this new job of mine so for now I will be optimistic and pray and do the best I can with what I have.

Lord, I pray today that you be with me in every conversation with the pastors and staff at any Church I contact.  I pray that you work out the right speaking engagements and that you can anoint Ron to share your message.  Ultimately we do this because we want people to hear about your word and be saved.  Please help me to be thoughtful and patient with people and to be efficient and helpful.  AMEN!

* I survived Camping *

We camped officially for 3 days and 2 nights.  It wasn't so bad at all.  Here is a picture of the kids having their smores.

Samuel kept telling us that he really wanted to help build the "fire court" a.k.a "fire pit".  He had a blast helping his uncle Marco and daddy build the fire, roast some hot dogs and then roast yummy marshmallows.  Even Samara enjoyed roasting them on a stick, she didn't seem to mind at all sleeping inside the tent either.

I know we all enjoyed this trip and even though we didn't have the best shower conditions and didn't have a sink to wash dishes in, it was a pleasant experience. 

I really do look forward to our yearly camping trips with the kids and as they get older and can learn and do more things, I believe they will enjoy it more also.

My favorite part about the whole trip was our walk along the beach.  We looked at rocks and sea urchins and picked up some treasures along the way.  Here is a picture of us on our beach walk with the kids. 

we had a cute little path covered in flowers and to the right of us was the ocean a perfect little walk and adventure for the little guys.

I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't wait until our next camping trip! 

* Outdoor Adventures *

On Monday we leave for our first "FAMILY" Camping Trip.  Part of me is extremely excited to take a vacation with my family and enjoy nature and the beach, but the other part of me is kind of afraid and nervous about the whole thing.

I have camped a total of ONE time in my entire life,  I have no idea what to expect but I sure hope that it's a fun time for all of us.

I am purposely making myself think that it's going to be great, I'm even planning fun little things to do with the kids.  For example;  I decorated two shoe boxes one for each of them to find "Special Treasures" and keep them in there.  I am also planning on doing fun snacks with them like smores and hot chocolate.  I'm taking their little table so we can do coloring and have a place to sit and maybe even do a puzzle or two.

I hope I can get everything that I "need" to take in the car.  I'm not allowed a giant suitcase so I'm kind of nervous on how to make everything fit.

I guess I will just have to write about it when I get back.  Happy Camping to us....oh did I mention we are TENT Camping!! YIKES!!

* Blog *

I decided to blog this year for three reasons.

1.  I type way faster than I can write and I can finish a blog quicker than I could a journal entry.

2.  I wanted to have something that I could share with only my closets friends and family.

3.  Like my journals, I wanted to have all my blogs printed at the end of the year put together for my kids to one day read.

I have kept a journal since I was 16 years old and well at my age let's just say that's quite a lot of journals I have collected. 

I thought that I would be more consistent in my blogging since it is at my fingertips and I can do it a lot quicker typing than writing but I have noticed that my entries are not occurring as often as I would like.

Not that I'm not busy or anything; (taking care of two little ones, keeping house organized, clean and looking normal, making meals, shopping for the family, Church activities, Kids sports, personal stuff etc. etc.) Those are just the basic EVERYDAY things that's not to count the other stuff I handle. 

Anyway, I just wanted to make a note that I do like typing because it's quicker but I'm not sure I will continue with a blog for next year.  I may just type up stuff in a word document.  The purpose of this blog isn't to become known, mainly it's for me and for my family and close friends.

Just thinking........

* I'm on Mockingjay *

Geez Louise, I got sucked into the Hunger Games madness.  (Thanks Maria).  I had the opportunity to watch the film "Hunger Games" before ever reading any of the books and I was quite surprised. 

Typically I'm all about reading the books and maybe just maybe watching the movie after.  I think that the book version of anything they try to create in a movie is usually way better than the actual movie most of the time.  I can't say for sure when it comes to Hunger Games because I didn't have the priviledge to read the book beforehand. 

Anyway, after watching the Hunger Games I was hooked.  It's a great story and since there are two more books following the first story I decided to read "Catching Fire" because I simply could not wait for part 2 of the movie to come out in theaters.

For my birthday my wonderful hubby bought me a Kindle Fire so it was the perfect opportunity for me to test it out and read Catching Fire.  I read this 300 page book in about 3 days and it was also a very good read.  Now since I have read the book first I am interested to see how much I will like or despise the actual film when it is released.

The only problem I had when I was reading Catching Fire is that Katniss and Peeta were already characters I had seen so I didn't have the opportunity in my mind to imagine how they must look.  It was also a lot more about weapons, killing and blood than I had imagined. 

I am now on Mockingjay, I have only read the first chapter due to a teaser my Kindle Fire provided.  I am debating if I should just pay the $6 and own 1 book of the 3 or see if I can somehow borrow the last book in the trilogy from someone. 

Maybe I should finish the other two books I am currently reading first, now that's an idea!

* Dreaming of Tea *

I have been working on "Tea Party favors" this past week.  On Saturday, May 19th my "Tea girls" and I will be getting together for our first Mother/daughter Tea Party.  It will be at Dionne's new house.  By the way my Tea girls are:  Jeanette, Jeahan and Dionne. 

Dionne and I started the tradition five years ago when we went to our first tea house together, we fell in love immediately with the charm, atmosphere and delicious food that usually is all a part of the "Tea Parlor".  Ever since, we have gotten together twice sometimes three times a year to try new tea houses all over California.  In recent years, Jeahan and Jeanette joined us in our Tea adventures and it has been tears of laughter all the way since then. 

I had a few local favorites including Truffles & Lace in Temecula where I celebrated my birthday a few years back and also took my mom for Mother's day but it has closed down and I no longer can drive locally to a tea parlor.

We also discovered a very cute and unique one in Lake Elsinore called Rebecca's Tea house that even had home made mac n cheese on the menu (not common at all) but that one also closed down about a year ago. 

My Tea Girls and I have traveled to Woodland Hills to have tea at "The Tea Cottage" ran by an English woman and her husband expert on everything tea.  This woman served us high tea in 100 year old Bone China and told us her fascinating story of how she got a chance to have Tea with the Queen.  We learned some useful tea etiquette lessons that day and laughed until our stomachs hurt.

This Friday, I get to take my mom to yet another one of my favorite tea parlors called "Barbara's Tea House" this one is in Rancho Cucamonga and it inside an old Victorian home.  It is gorgeous on the outside as well as the inside that is adorned with intricate tea accessories and antiques.  I am so excited to take my mom there for Mother's day and to enjoy the wonderful tea atmosphere I truly enjoy.

Since the tea girls and I will not be going to an actual tea parlor this month, we will be hosting our own Mother's day tea with all of us bringing an assortment of tea sandwiches, scones, desserts and cookies.  I simply can not wait for this month's tea adventures especially since it will be the first time I introduce Samara to the delightful world of tea.

I am dreaming of tea already........ 

* A little bit Messy *

Here are Samuel and Samara proud of their Earth Day Craft.  In addition to talking about why we should always take care of the earth, we talked about how God made the earth and that it's his creation and his gift to us to enjoy.

We love doing crafts around here and I do try at least once a week to do some fun project with the kids.  I can't help it I love art and I'm a pre-school teacher by trade.  We watched the new Chipmunks movie this past weekend and so Sam was inspired by a scene in the movie when Theodore gives Dave a macaroni necklace.  He was thrilled and excited to make a "colorful and soft" (according to Sam) necklace for his daddy to wear to work.  Carlos has proudly hung BOTH of the necklaces he received in his closet as a daily reminder of the kiddos and how much they adore him. 

Samara is getting better at stringing and we are working on her motor skills in this activity.

Samuel's necklace was quite long but he is also mastering the stringing process.  He had fun dying the macaroni I think that was ultimately his favorite part in all of this. 

While at Target a few weeks back, Carlos spotted these small "grow your own herbs" kits in the dollar bins.  He decided it would be a fun idea for the kids to each plant their own "herb".  Samuel planted Parsley and Samara planted Basil. 

This is a picture of the kids after they filled their mini pots with soil, seeds and then watered them.  Currently Sam's is beginning to sprout a little bit.  It's only been two weeks so there isn't much to show yet. 

Anyway I decided to blog a bit about my craft and project adventures with the kids.  I really do hope that they remember and cherish these little things that we do together.  I know that these moments are special to me.  I will probably blink and they will both be graduating College yikes! For now though, I want to enjoy these moments I have and get just a little bit messy.

* Tiny Seeds *

I was feeling a bit discouraged today due to the outcome of our E-waste Fundraising.  I received the call that we had raised a total of $79.00 for our Women's Ministry.

My initial thought was "What? that's it?" I felt really sad and discouraged because I was hoping to accomplish a lot more with hopefully more than $79 dollars raised.  I felt bad for the hard work we all put in to make the event happen and for all the people who took time out to drop things off on that day.

It was the hottest day of the week last week the day we had our E-waste Fundraiser and all the days after have been breezy, beautiful and even rainy.  I mean it was tough to be out there in that heat!

I know that God already knew what the amount we raised was going to be.  I know that God has everything under control and that we should praise Him in everything.

I was kindly reminded by a friend that the "tiny seed" of this
E-waste fundraiser may not be completely visible yet but that out of it many other great things can happen.  She mentioned to me that the Church will be starting to recycle more often now and that the building materials being taken out of our new building will also be recycled and that the profit from that will be put back into the construction of our Church.

My husband also encouraged me today by reminding me that we did help a lot of people get rid of clutter and get organized and that we were all servants.  That's a job that never gets to be a waste of time and I know and believe God sees our hearts in that.

Do I still feel sad about not earning what I had hoped? yes.  Do I feel like I did the best and have to trust that God knows what the rest of the outcome will be? Yes.

The Bible says that even if we have faith the size of a mustard seed (now that's tiny) God can accomplish great things in our lives.  So I am praying and believing in this "tiny $79 dollar seed" and believing for it to be more than just that.

Some of us volunteers got to talk to a young man by the name of Beto on Friday.  This young man was amazing and so incredibly helpful, he was able to walk away with a book about God and an invitation to Church.  My friend Heather mentioned that even if this entire event was just for him, that it would all be worth it.  I pray for Beto now may he find Jesus and may he have an opportunity to get plugged into Church, ours or any for that matter.  In Jesus name I pray Amen!

* Praying *

It seems as if lately I am inundated with personal prayer requests. I usually do have things I need to ask the Lord direction for and I am praying about but recently it feels like "major" things are occurring and I really need more guidance than ever.

There has been some unnecessary drama with my husbands side of the family, I have some concerns regarding Samara and x-rays, Samuel has an infection, and I'm praying for wisdom and direction in regards to new friendships. It can all be so overwhelming but I am so thankful I can pray and believe in Jesus who hears me first of all AND responds to my prayers.

I am reminded of this: "If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast." God's right hand! I have to hold on to that and know that he is in control and be reminded that he is taking care of us. In the midst of my worry God's hand is always with us and our Children are covered in his blood.

I'm thankful to know Jesus and to be able to walk boldly and not feel defeated even in these times where I could easily fall apart. Thank you Jesus that I don't walk alone and thank you for the restoration that is taking place within my own family as well as my husbands.

I have to now share some of the sweet things the kids have said this week:

Samara keeps saying "Thank you mommy, every time she sees me doing laundry or putting her clothes away." It's really sweet of her to thank me when I keep her stuff clean.

Samuel told me that when someone is lying they are "Sid" ha ha I think he means "It is Sin" he is too cute. Right now as I work he is sharpening all his pencils because he is getting ready for school. (4 months away).

God is good and I'm drawing near to him through everything and I know that he has something BIG Planned for us. AMEN!

* Cute Stuff *

I haven't been blogging as much as I'd like to lately. It could be because I was sick for a good chunck of time and then my kids (how dare they) decided to get sick also.

All is well in the western front now though! We are back to normal (as normal can be) and ready for our adventures.

Some of which include; a fun Easter egg hunt at Harveston park, a visit to a local Strawberry Farm, visiting parks and digging in the sand, doing art, learning about bugs (this is the fascination lately with both of my kids) and reading ofcourse.

I still haven't heard from the Innovation Center in regards to Samuel attending Kindergarten there. I think that sometime next week is when we find out. It's in God's hands and I completely trust Him.

I am planning an E-waste event along side another person from Church. I am excited because it's the day before "EARTH DAY" and it will be a combination of a recycle take care of the earth type event AND an outreach because we will be telling people about our Church and Jesus. How cool is that? I read somewhere that EARTH without ART is just EH. I love it!

On another note, I wanted to write about some of the cute stuff the kids have been saying and I don't want to forget.

Samuel today made a sign that is supposed to mean "No spiders allowed" he drew a spider then a red circle with a line through it on top of it. This is so spiders do not come into our house of course.

After watching the Prince of Egypt for the first time Samuel told me that he had been chosen by Jesus. He was very excited and then he told me that Samara and I were chosen too. He was very serious about this and it filled my heart with joy.

He always gets excited when he get's to eat "Macawallie" (AKA Guacamole)

The other day when Carlos got home Samuel was working on a puzzle, without looking up he causally said "Hi Handsom" as his daddy walked into the living room. Too cute!

Samara told me that I could throw away all her toys, (this one wasn't so cute at all) I then had to grab a "clean" trash bag and pretend to throw them out. It did NOT face her at all. TWO HOURS Later I asked "would you like to get a chance to get your toys back and not get thrown in the trash" to that she replied "yes". Oh man do I have my hands full with that one.

Samara is my little artist, she takes art very seriously and does not want any help especially when it comes to painting. I love that curly haired, stubborn and beautiful girl.

Below is a picture of Samuel holding up his "No spiders allowed sign" He melts my heart.

I need to make a sign that reads "No dust bunnies allowed" it's worth a shot.

* Transformation *

The theme for our Women's Ministry this year is "Transformation". Of course we are using Butterflies to illustrate and draw home the point. My favorite part however is that one of our verses is Romans 12:2 my ultimate favorite. It says "Do not be conformed to this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind." I absolutely love it! It reminds me to be a true original, to be the person GOD has intended for me to be.

The three steps to a butterfly transformation are; caterpillar stage, chrysalis stage and then finally the butterfly stage.

The caterpillar stage is when they chomp and eat on everything they get FAT! I think spiritually I'm in the caterpillar stage. Thankfully I'm only getting spiritually fat! I feel as if I am soaking up all the knowledge I can possibly gain from the Bible, books, church, seminars, conferences, other women in leadership, retreats and trainings. I feel like I am loading up on everything that God has to say about who I am and what he has intended for me to do for Him. It's an exciting place to be for me. I am a book nerd naturally and reading and researching is exciting to me but I am making a specific choice to fill my mind up with those things I want to learn more about all to grow in Christ daily and to be a better woman for everyone in my life.

The Chrysalis stage reminds me of someone who is being told to stay put. You are wrapped up and are beginning the real transformation. It can be dark and scary but I believe spiritually that it's also holy ground. God is there with you, whispering in the dark and creating this beautiful masterpiece (butterfly).

The butterfly stage is when the transformation has been complete. You spread your wings and show all the beauty from all the things God has made in you. It leads me to think about butterflies and how they flutter and flap but sometimes they also SOAR.

A while back God gave me the word SOARING, he then broke it down to this: Serving Others And Rising In New Gifts. How cool is that? just because we have been transformed and are now soaring for Jesus we can still develop and rise new gifts in us from HIM! It's exciting.

This is a year of Transformation. I boldly declare that for all the miracles I am waiting for and all the transformation that is yet to happen in my family and in myself. I anxiously wait each day for the things God can show me and how His grace continues to abound in me.

* Lists *

I am a list girl. I need lists, I love lists and I make lists for EVERYTHING! Sometimes I even like to ADD things to my list just so I can cross it off. It's a weird satisfaction that I get looking at a list and crossing off what I have completed.

Anyway, because I make a list for everything I finally made myself a list for cleaning. It's more of a cleaning schedule than a list and I had been thinking about making one for quite sometime I just FINALLY did it though.

I made something up on Publisher and printed it just now. It's a basic list/schedule of what needs to be cleaned and when it needs to be done.

Before I had kids I would just spend one Saturday morning cleaning the whole place and I was done for the week, with touch up's on the kitchen and such but nothing major. Now that I have little one's it's almost impossible to keep anything in my home clean for a long period of time if I'm not constantly cleaning. I don't want to be constantly cleaning because I want to have the time to enjoy my two precious treasures as well.

I decided with this list that instead of frustrating myself and not getting everything I want done in one day I will instead break everything up in to smaller tasks through out the week.

I am going to start this new plan next week and see how it works out for me. I should start meal planning next I have a binder and everything I just have not felt inspired to do that yet. Cooking is a bit stressful to me and I guess this would be helpful but for now I'm happy I have my cleaning schedule made up.

Let's see how this next week goes. Looking forward to a tidy house (most of the time)!

* Diaper Free *

It's official! we are now a diaper FREE home! (sort of) we still have Pull-ups for naps and night time and for those super long car rides BUT pretty much we are diaper free.

Samara is doing great and she loves wearing her big girl panties. We started the "official" training this weekend since I was cooped up at home from being sick anyway. She had already been telling me when she had to poop and already had a potty but we hadn't ventured out into the world of panties yet.

I was a bit leery with her at first thinking that she has been difficult with everything THIS may be a big challenge BUT she surprised me at how well she is doing. I am very proud of her and so happy for my wallet.

To celebrate her daddy brought her home a mint from work. (Trust me that is a big deal to her) Her grandmother from Idaho is going to be sending a special gift to her in the mail so she will have another fun treat to look forward to.

On another note, I have 3 baby showers this month and so although I am done buying diapers for MY Kids I am not quite done buying them for the little one's on the way.

BUT it's a joyful day in our home! No more diapers!!

* ill *

Getting sick is such an interruption to life. I think that mom's should be exempt from being sick first of all. There is no way you can tend to your children, home and husbands when you are feeling miserable, looking miserable and only function with about half your brain. (The other half is either clogged or asleep due to the cold medicine).

I try to go all natural and fight it out drink lot's of water and take vitamin c, usually it kicks it but this is TWICE in 6 months that I've gotten sick pretty bad. Last time this happened in September I was slayed in bed for about 2 days until I actually got better.

This weekend I missed the women's retreat from Church. Something I had been looking forward to for a long time, why did I get sick all of a sudden? of all weekends to be sick it had to happen when I actually had something important going on.

Oh no I have payed my dues, I will NOT Be sick again this year if I can help it. I'm usually not one to get sick that often either. I am good as long as my kids don't get sick or my husband doesn't get sick.

I'm off to drink more water and take more vitamin C.

I shall be well soon!

* Madre *

Today I got to spend a little more time with my grandmother. I call her "Madre" I have ever since I was small due to my mom calling her that. In spanish it means MOTHER. My kids call her Nana and that's something they came up with all on their own.


She is a special lady of course and she either makes me laugh or makes me frustrated because she is stubborn like me. Either way I love her dearly. Today was no different, she played with the kids (her great grand kids) and we talked a little bit about some of her hopes and dreams. (Yes at 83 years old she still has them).


She made me laugh when she came outside wearing a pair of black shoes that was clearly mix matched.



Here is a picture of her silly feet that my mom sent me hours after leaving the house. It was so funny she and I and my mom all cried tears of laughter. It was a small but precious moment. I said goodbye as if I would see her again next week, but the truth is I didn't want to cry. She leaves back for Texas on Saturday and I will be out of town for a Woman's Retreat.

I love my grandma and she lives in Texas we see her twice in the year and she will hopefully be back in November. It's always in the back of my mind that she is older and she may be getting to go and hang out with Jesus soon. Her health is great except for a little bit of High Blood Pressure but it's always in the back of my mind. I don't like to think about that but I know that some day everyone will be in Heaven with Jesus.

She is a mighty woman of God constantly praying and giving thanks to God through out the day. She never seizes prayer and talks to Jesus like he is her best friend. She has taught me Grace and the power of prayer. She isn't perfect but none of us are.

I already miss her. I cry tears as I type because I love her and I wish that I could spend more time with her and see her more often. I don't call as often as I should but I do send her tons of pictures of the kids. My heart hurts right now because I love her yet I don't want to cry in front of her and make her upset.

I pray traveling mercies on her and a safe return back to Amarillo. She has a little ministry there and I like to call it that because she ministers to other women who live in her building. For an 83 year old woman she knows a lot about life and the Bible and she is a huge encourager to others and I'm thankful that God is using her through out her life in different ways.

I love you Madre! (yo no la quiero yo la amo)

* What was that? *

It's so easy to get caught up in a conversation that is quickly turned into an argument and then get upset because you have completely misinterpreted what someone is saying or even go as far as making up something you "think" you heard. Aren't we all guilty of that?

I call them amature conversations because to me by a certain age you should be able to have adult conversations without them turning into an argument.

A conversation is open and ALL who are involved are to be responsible in keeping an OPEN ear an OPEN mind, look them in the face and keep a RESPECTFUL tone. By all means I am no conversation expert, however I do like to have them and perhaps even agree to disagree from time to time. I believe everything can be communicated in a respectful way and I hate it when I sound disrespectful or condesending to anyone when I am trying to make a point.

It's harder I think, when you are placed in a position of Leadership because that's a slippery sloap sometimes. To me a good leader listens and acknowledges everyone's opinion then makes a wise choice based on the information given. It doesn't matter if you are a leader at work, in ministry or a leader at home. Telling someone "We are doing this because I say we are." not only diminishes the person as in "their opinion means squat" but also hinders the relationship from growing and for communication to be efficient.

Efficient communication is key to good relationships I believe. We should be able to share our thoughts, concerns and opinions to others. It is critical that we have good communication skills with everyone we do life with. Especially as Christians, I believe we are called to be compasionate and respectful people. IN EVERYTHING! I dont think this means we need to always be agreeable because that's unrealistic, however coming to an agreement as I said earlier even agreeing to disagree is more honorable and a lot healthier than no acknowledgement for anyones thoughts or opinions.

"The way of a fool is right in his own eyes, but a wise man listens to advice." Proverbs 12:15

I don't want to be a fool in my own eyes, I want to respect people and listen to their thoughts and give genuine concern for what they tell me. In ministry, my home and ALL areas of my life.

It's so easy to let one misunderstanding create a wall for communication lines and to wedge strife in a relationship.

I would much rather ask the question "What was that?" "What did you mean by that?"

It's all part of the learning process right?

* Back to Basics *

Samara has been blessed multiple times in the past two years with clothing. It never seizes to amaze me that right when she is getting ready to out grow some of her things, God shows up, uses someone and instantly she has a closet full. I am so grateful for that and for girlfriends who have older little girls.

I really don't need to clothe shop so much for her and I tend to find great deals on clothing for Samuel. I don't focus so much on the latest and greatest on everything because there is hype to most things and at the end of the day I like keeping it simple. You can have a rich life without going in to debt or trying to keep up with other people and what they have. I know that my basic needs will always be met and I am grateful for that each day too.

Speaking to a friend today we shared on how God has stirred BOTH of our hearts on taking things back to the basics. So many times especially when we are involved in ministry and planning we get tied up on the details and we over complicate what God is truly intending to do through us and for other people.

One of the things God's talked to me about is to truly place everything before him in prayer. To not just think I have it all under control but to pray over every idea and every event I want to plan not only in my life but in ministry too.

I want to get better about that. I want to hand my life over to him and say "YES, Lord take the wheel." I don't want to learn the hard way when something does not go as planned just to realize it was because I didn't pray about it before hand.

Thank you God for your grace because it get's extended to me and everyone day after day. I pray that you take control of this upcoming women's retreat if that is your will and if not that we may come together and provide something for the ladies to be blessed and hear your word. AMEN!

* It could be worse *

This week hasn't gone at all like planned. I'm sure anyone who has ever been alive knows what that's like!
I hurt my leg on Monday (yes while working out) Samara accidentally ate a piece of moldy bread and my grandmother who is 83 had to be hospitalized for a stomach issue.

I wasn't supposed to get hurt at the gym and miss 3 days of working out. How am I supposed to meet my goal if I can't work out? Samara wasn't supposed to throw up 4 times in one night and I wasn't supposed to be doing laundry at 10pm. I was supposed to visit the Carlsbad Flower Fields for the first time tomorrow with my grandmother, but how am I supposed to do that if she is still in the hospital?

I was reminded of something Joyce Meyer said before; "The minute we think we are in control of our lives, we are in BIG trouble."

These words rang true this week for me. I know that sometimes all I can do is thank God because it could be worse than it is and sometimes just throw my hands up not only in surrender but in worship.

I am so blessed! My husband stayed home today to make sure I was okay to care for Samara. He knew my leg has been hurt and he didn't know what kind of day Samara would have today. Thankfully Samara got the bug out of her system and my leg is starting to feel normal again BUT having him home today to help with all the little tasks that can become so difficult was wonderful.

He isn't a man of many words, he doesn't always know the right things to say and he may not always be romantic or lovey dovey BUT he is all around a good man. No a GREAT man. Most importantly an amazing father. The kids have so much fun playing tickle with him.

Today and all days I am thankful, in the midst of not so perfect plans I find perfection in God his Grace and love for my family.

* Get Moving! *

Although I take the "occasional" walks with the kids I do not have any type of exercise regimen. I know how important it is to stay healthy and keep moving and I know it helps me to have more energy with the kids. Walks aren't really cutting it though, I know it's at least something but if I want to get back into shape and lose some weight I better do more than just that.

So Carlos and I decided we would join a Gym and as we looked around for something that had childcare and was affordable we decided on God's Gym right down the street from us. We joined last Wednesday and I have only been once since then. (sounds bad right?) I have actually been out of town but I'm looking forward to starting the Gym regimen this week.

Tomorrow I have an appointment with a trainer for one hour that will teach me the ropes on weights and everything else I need to know. (Lord knows I need all the help I can get). I am looking forward to the fun classes and maybe taking a few during the week.

The greatest part is that the kids love love the Gym. Yes I said LOVE twice! They absolutely love going because there is tons of things for them to do, stuff that involves physical activity. That makes my heart happy too, knowing they are going to be having fun while I excersise.

My goal? I would like to lose 30lbs. I guess tomorrow it all starts.

I'm ready to get moving are you?

* The Purpose of it all *

I am currently reading a great book titled "Taking care of the ME in Mommy". This book isn't about becoming selfish and looking for ways to pawn of the kids to have quiet time to myself. It's actually about taking the time to take care of myself; spiritually, emotionally and physically. I love it because it has simple tips on how to incorporate prayer time in all the small daily task that I do. The emphasis of the book is to have special moments through out the day with Jesus. In turn this helps you to become a better mother and a better wife. I couldn't agree more.

Today I read a chapter about Journaling. She talked about why people journal and the actual health benefits to someone who is enduring a lot of hardships and how journaling can help them. It made me think about how much I have always loved to write.

As a little girl I wrote endless short stories just for the fun of it. As I grew older I started to journal and I can say that I have kept a journal since I was about 15 up until now. Last year was the last time I hand wrote in a journal due to some issues with my hands and arms. This year I decided to blog because I can type way faster than I can write anyway and it seems to be a lot easier for me personally.

Anyway, the purpose for me NOW in journaling/blogging is to recall and share special things that God has done in my personal life or with my family. To leave some sort of memories and perhaps even advice for my children to have as they get older. I think it would be cool to have a chance to read some of the thoughts and things that my mom did when she was my age or younger and I think my kids will someday appreciate that I am doing it for them.

I want to be able to record some of the sweet things that the kids do or say so here are just a few that happened just this week.

Samara is on a Sea World kick, our passes will expire soon but there isn't a day that goes bye when she doesn't ask to go there. Earlier today she was setting the table with her play food and dishes as she told me that she was "cooking wunch" also known as Lunch.

Sam is constantly telling me how beautiful I am, he finds little flowers or makes little gifts for me and it fills my heart more than he can imagine. Yesterday he announced that he was going to marry his sister! I explained that we can marry a friend but not family so he stated that Daddy was my friend and my husband. He is right.

He walked around the house today with a tray and some food and announced "Free e-mail's." I looked at him and said "Do you mean free meals?" he said "oh yes Meals". It was cute.

That's it for now but I will try to record more of the cuteness and silliness that makes everything worth while.

Thank you Jesus for the time I have now with the children and for giving me Grace to do the best job I can to encourage them and teach them to be like you.

* In with the New *

I was inspired by something so simple yet so powerful yesterday. This happened while I was at my current Bible Study that shall rename "nameless" for its purpose. (more on that when it's complete). Anyway, one of the ladies shared that she felt that she had to give her "BEST" to her husband even when she was simply just going to sleep at night. She decided to get rid of old holey t-shirts and buy nice pajamas to wear. So simple right? yet how many of us go to bed in old t-shirts and nasty sweats? I do! Yes they are comfy but what that lady shared last night opened up my eyes to something so much bigger.

With that I was inspired to do a mini makeover. I'm not into lingerie or stuff like that but I do want to have at least a few sets of matching Pajamas so that I'm not so frumpy looking even when I go to bed. I was also inspired to purchase a complete new bed set for our bedroom since ours is over seven years old and I think we are due for a nicer set.

This is perfect timing because I should be getting my tax return pretty soon and it's a great opportunity to spend just a little bit on something that will mean more in the long run.

My husband does not complain about my comfy t-shirts or sweats BUT I want to make the effort to match at night and have a decent set of pajamas anyway for me AND for him.

I hear the rumbling of a door which means one of my two little one's are awake. Till next time.

* Love is everywhere *

The title of my devotional for this year is "Love Out Loud" by Joyce Meyer. To me, loving out loud means that there are actions happening to show your love. It's like the old saying "actions speak louder than words."

Love out loud to me looks like this; taking time to prepare a special meal for a friend who is sick or just because, writing a note to encourage someone in your family or in your life, stopping long enough to check in with a neighbor and perhaps even taking time out to speak to total strangers.


There isn't anything convenient about LOVING OUT LOUD but as we draw near to God we learn that Loving and Giving aren't to be done out of our own selfish nature and for us not to expect anything in return. It should be a way of life.


How do you start? with your family. Love your family with everything you have, be thoughtful in the things you do for them and treat them with love and respect (yes even when it's tough). Love your friends and be there for them not just in the good times. Most importantly love people! Now that's the doozy right? Love people as in love strangers? YES!


We are of course to be cautious but we are also ordered by God to take the time and show Grace and God's Love to complete strangers. Those hurting; homeless or those in our community.


I know that I have been convicted in my life to serving those people whom I do not know, I can do better at showing Grace and showing God's Love Out Loud.


Happy Valentine's Day.

It's not about just Romance but it's about LOVE. For one another and for God!

* What's Cream of Tartar? *

I'm really into decorating for certain holidays and I love to put up cute things and especially get the kids in on it. We enjoy doing crafts as it is but it's even funner when I get to use their art work for my decor.

With Valentine's day around the corner the kids and I have been making really cute Valentine crafts and talking about God's love and loving our family and friends and people in general. It has been a perfect opportunity to remind them that we can show love to others in multiple ways ALL year round not just Valentine's day.

Today we had the family over for some dessert and a little Valentine celebration I suppose. I decided to use one of the ideas from my virtual pin board and bake what's called a "Fruit Pizza". Now I'm not big into cooking let alone baking but I thought this recipe looked simple enough that even I could do it.

It called for "cream of tartar". I for the life of me couldn't figure out what that was but I figured I could somehow find it in the baking section anyway. I had envisioned it being something sort of like condensed milk, I mean the word "cream" is very misleading. With no luck at the store I asked a friend of mine what it was and where I could find it. Turns out there is nothing creamy about "cream of tartar" it's just a powder like baking powder or powdered sugar is. Who knew? I sure didn't!

Regardless my fruit pizza turned out to be a hit. I only had to bake the crust for about 12 minutes and the frosting was mainly cream cheese and lemon juice. I used fresh strawberries to decorate the top and I made a heart shape. It looked cute and tasted pretty good.

Not bad for an amateur I suppose. Happy Valentine's Day!!

* I have a Jedi in the house *

To be honest I don't even know how it is that Samuel got so involved with everything STAR WARS. It began last summer right before he turned 4 and he sort of just morphed into this Star Wars guru. He can name all the characters, good guys and bad guys and he knows more about the story line than I do.

He hasn't seen any of the star wars movies, perhaps a few clips here and there but never the full movie. We don't own them except for one and he has never seen that one either.

The mystery of boys and their Star Wars fascination will forever baffle me I guess. In the meantime because of his love of everything Star Wars, we have allowed him to on occasion watch the cartoon show on t.v. I think it's called Clone Wars or something of a sort.

In addition to that, for Christmas he received a few Star Wars toys to say the least including a Lego Star Wars video game that he loves. He can play one level a day and it equals out to about 30 minutes of video game play. I know I know I probably sound like such a party pooper, but I don't want him to become addicted to video games and I would rather him play with his toys and use his imagination.

This past weekend we took him to see the Star Wars Exhibit at the Discovery Cube. It was very neat because they had props and costumes from some of the different movies. Sam dressed up like a Jedi and he even got to meet Boba Fett. ( I hope that's his name )

Today as a sweet surprise we ran to Target for some very clearance Star Wars toys and got him a Storm Trooper mask for only $4.00. It was the highlight of the day I must say.

I guess no matter how old Star Wars is it will always be cool with the little guys and guess what Sam's birthday party theme will be for this year? yup STAR WARS!!

May the force be with you!